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Thursday, July 30, 2026

I learned the hard way

Written on the walls of Shobana Gomes: I prayed for the tiring days to be over, the bad times when nothing brought me peace. Then I remembered my children and knew that no matter what, I had to remind them of the good times we had together; they were suffering too. The smiles on their faces were enough. It was good to see them laugh - shobana


I learned the hard way


It wasn't written in any textbooks

How to survive pain

that struck me every minute, every day.


I learned to live through them

The anguish, and the inflicted pain

was unbearable.


I had no one to lean on

for my kind of malady

and 

I learned no one sticks with

someone hurting for long

Not if there wasn't anything in there for them

to benefit from


They say the right words when they see you

They try to portray care

and then behind your back

they shake their heads

and walk away

and their words turn spiteful.


I wondered then if I'd ever make it through

Here I am

I did!


I learned I didn't need you

but you learned from me and 

need me to the end.

-shobana-

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I learned the hard way